70 questions to end the night

1. Are you in a relationship?
plenty! hahah no no

2. Do you hate more than three people?
no

3. How many houses have you lived in?
one house

4. What is your favorite candy bar?
twix. you can share them! what a novelty.

5. What are your favorite shoes?
converse. those really were the first shoes ever that fit me the first time i tried them on.

now i sound like i have awkward feet.

6. Have you ever tripped someone?
yea.

8. What was your favorite summer trip this year?
the trip i'm taking into the deep recesses of my mind to retrieve such valuable information with which i meticulously answer each of these questions.

haha

venice beach probably. the only real trip i took. lol, besides the trip i took over my boombox which was sitting in the middle of the family room for what reason!?!?!!!!

9. Do you own a Britney Spears CD?
yeah. and oh man, it "drives me CRAAAAZYYY"


10. Have you ever thrown up in public?
i was really little and i threw up on my doctor. tongue depressors were never my thing. this tongue was not meant to be depressed. no ones is.


11. Name someone that's ALWAYS on your mind.
julian casablancas haha. its sad that i'm actually being serious too.

12. What is your favorite music genre?
hmm..
its more like, specific songs. rock i guess.

13. What is your sign?
peace.

haha
libra. which is just as good.

14. What time were you born?
it was right after midnight

15. Do you like beer?
i cant like it, buuuuut i like how it looks all frothy/foamy at the top in the commercials. and i like those thick glasses with the handles that they serve it in in the commercials too.

16. Have you ever made a prank call?
yessum oh man.

17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
i'd tell you but then i'd have to kill you. actually you know what? laugh at me. dream street. pre-pubescent voices totally turn me on.

18. Are you sarcastic?
have you been reading my answers?

19. What is your favorite color?
okay. there is this nailpolish i have. its called "rouge coquet".
basically, it is the hottest most sensual color i have ever seen in my life. and i love it. its the deepest shade of red. and maroon. oh gosh it makes me crazy. it really does. it's so... mmhmm oh boy.

20. How many watches do you own?
three

21. Summer or Winter?
winter

22. Spring or fall?
fall

23. What is your favorite color to wear?
red

24. Pepsi or Sprite?
neither neither.

this has nothing to do with this. but i dont care. i just realized what cutesy names "pepsi" and "sprite" are. sprites are supposed to be nymph like creatures right? what the heck. whatever.

25. What color is your cell phone?
silver

26. Wheres your second home?
i guess it was the usb room. meh. probably sarah's house

27. Have you ever slapped someone?
yea yea

28. Have you ever had a cavity?
knock on wood no

29. How many lamps are in your bedroom?
2

30. How many video games do you own?
zero. its more fun beating people on theirs. haha. sigh. hm i feel like playing now.

31. What was your first pet?
goldfish =)

32. Have you ever had braces?
nope

33. Do looks matter?
well to me, if you have an aj mclean voice, i truly and honestly could care less. other than that, just have a clean face. and if i were to speak of the dealings of the rest of the world, sadly but truly yes they matter to some extent. which pisses me off.

34. Do you use Chapstick?
carmex

36. American Eagle or Abercrombie?
i wouldnt know

37. Are you too forgiving?
no

38. How many children do you want?
i'll think about that later

39. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
i cant think of anything at the moment

40. What is your favorite breakfast?
continental. with pancakes and those potato square thingies my dad makes.

41. Do you own a gun?
water pistol! hahahaha bushraaaa GREASE

42. What was the last thing you ate?
pad thai

43. When was the last time you cried?
it was earlier this month

44. What did you do 3 days ago?
get mad at my brother for giving me a "screw you" type of "okay" and not an "i understand" type of okay. haha

45. When was the last time you went to Olive Garden?
i was a baby

46. Have you ever called your teacher mom?
i think once in the third grade.

48. What are your nicknames?
sam. mia. lo ling. samish. g.

49. Do you know anyone named Bertha?
no that would be cool though

50. Have you ever been to Kentucky?
aw no =(

51. Do you own something from Banana Republic?
nope

52. Are you thinking about somebody right now?
myself. thanks to you mr/ms survey.

54. Do you smoke?
nope

55. Do you own a diamond ring?
nope

56. Are you happy with your life right now?
almost

57. Do you dye your hair?
nope

58. Does anyone like you?
well i should hope so! hahaha whoooo knowwwwwsss

59. Who's your best friend(s)?
alex allen anna. i have more but their names dont start with "A" and only have two syllables. but they know who they are. and they accept my ocd.

60. What were you doing May of 1994?
oh yay i get to pull out my diaries! hm lets see.............
aw dang my first ever diary entry was written in august of 1994. oh well. lets see. i was probably at home playing with my brother and singing songs with my mother while my dad watched us through the camcorder.

61. Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
if you know me. you know this is a very stupid question. especially since i told you that nothing matters to me if you have an aj mclean voice.


i get to be random again because this survey is lame.
aj mclean's voice is probably as hot as "rouge coquet". or vice versa.
and just becuase i think aj mclean's voice is... freaking hot, doesn't mean his type of voice is like, the ONLY type of voice i think is aurally pleasing. whatever i'm just going to go on to the next question.

62. McDonald's or Wendy's?
wendy's

63. Do you like yourself?
most of the time

64. Are you closer to your mother or father?
depends

65. Favorite feature(s) of the opposite sex?
their quirks. their voice. and when they're really good at something. but mostly their quirks/antics.

im going to share again because i was just reminded of something.
alex once told me, back in the seventh grade, that the things you most admire in other people are the things that you most admire in yourself.

haha im gonna think about that a while

66. Are you afraid of the dark?
ok. when its all dark around me, im not scared really. but when there is light in one isolated spot, and then darkness all around, then i get a little scared. but its mostly all in my head.

67. Have you ever eaten paste?
paste? hahaha im sorry. ihavent used that word in the longest time. what do we call "paste" nowadays ?

68. Do you have a webcam?
nope

69. Have you ever stripped?
yeah every night before going to bed
ha.
allen would like that.
i miss allen.
allen i miss you.

70. What are you looking forward to the most this week?
finishing "on the road" hopefully.
oh. and niko's letter! woo


goodnight =)

air (feel good)

May 14, 2006?

Yeah... I think that's the date

Dear Johnny,

Hmm, today my mom opened my window.
Wow. It feels so good. Wow... the power of fresh air. No, I'm not kidding. It does make me feel that good.

In all honesty, I think that a lot of how I am so enjoying this fresh air, softly billowing into my room right now, has a lot to do with how I'm in my room. Sure, I appreciate and enjoy the great outdoors, all in its natural splendor, boundless grounds and plentiful fresh air. But that's the thing... it's "the great outdoors," where everything is so abundant and available that its easy to forget every smaller figment of what is there; like, air.

So now, that I sit here, in my room surrounded by all the wonders of 21st century electronica and other wonders of the ever-flourishing concrete jungle, when that strong-but-still-ethereal gentleness of that wind, in all its purity and humility, drifts in . . . that's when I've finally noticed it. That's when I finally feel air and see, that it really is something to think about.


Thank God for windows.


Thanks for listening
-Lo Ling

30

Post 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself.
i did this before i'll do it again

1. What does your mySpace name mean?
Lo Ling. ok so sometimes when i REALLY laugh out loud to something while chatting with a friend online, i'll tell them "omg i'm really LoL-ing". so one time i was iming with my friend and he made me LoL and i started typing all crazy and then i said "i'm Lo Ling"

then he asked, "who's Lo Ling"

i'm lo ling.

2. Elaborate on your default photo:
another marvelous shot by ana zoo. this was at grad night and we were bored in line and i think bryan was drunk off of rain and he attempted to grab jessica montris butt and i was frozen in terror cuz i mean cmon its bryan. haha i love em all.

3. Do you drink?
yes. dont you.
that was lame. no i dont drink alcoholic beverages.

4. What's your current relationship status?
i have many relationships

5. What exactly are you wearing right now?
brahma sweats and my "ryan is my favorite" campaign shirt woo. i already miss high school.

6. What is your current problem?
i'm addicted to the Strokes.

7. What do you love most?
"this is life" moments mixed in with a little (or a lot) of soc.

8. What makes you most happy?
Reptilia at 3 am with domoniko

9. Are you musically inclined?
yes

10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you change?
my dad's health

11. If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
those spiders that can walk on water. or a pigeon.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
im guessing no. knowing me, if i had a near death experience, i'd prolly stress myself out over to the death experience part.

13. Have you ever been in love?
last time i answered this i said "yeah. but its different." but. i think i love to varying degrees. something so temporary as "in" love hasnt really been an option yet.

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head?
who will save your soul

15. Who did you cut and paste this from?
myself

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
keli'i who stole my eraser in the 1st grade. yes i still remember that and i remember him.

17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
probably. without meaning to.

18. Have you ever been in a fight?
yeah. i won.

19. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yes.

20. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
his style

21. What do you usually order from McDonalds?
mcflurry/fries

22. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
haha. i have problems okay.

24. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
in 8th grade. i looked like j.lo. according to susan and sam.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
occasionally yeah. okay. recess school's out is the best movie ever.

26. Did you have braces?
nope

27. Are you comfortable with your height?
yeah. lets spoon.
random.

29. Do you speak any other languages?
yayuhhh por supuesto, dhonobad for asking.

30. Do you have a crush on someone on your myspace?
ha crushes.
sure.

your turn

so i think i've told you about how random thoughts occur to me and then i write them down and lose them haha.

well, two thoughts have occured to me recently. i was talking to people and then it just kind of popped into my head. they came in sentences.


buuuut im not gonna tell you
but i will give you the beginnings of the sentences and then i think you can fill them in as you see fit in your own scheme of things as they pertain to you. i'd really like to know how you would fill these sentences in


ok?

ok


I've never met someone who wasn't _____________ .

I will never question ____________.


thanks boobs.
(boobs is my nickname for a bunch of people in general that i care about and am close enough with to call boobs. its not referring to "boobs". its just a noise. boobs. and yes its probably referring to you and i care what you have to say. sosayit!)

=)

the view from my bed

im going to make this much more brief than i expected because it is 2 am in the morning. =)


on saturday morning i woke up, and, the way i sleep, my feet face my closet doors, which are mirrors, which reflect the back wall of my room which have a nice window on it/in it what have you. so i wake up and lift my head and i realize that my window is really pretty. and the whole ambience of being somewhere nice and comfortable and full of light, every day, when i wake up. (my room really is full of light every morning because its in the direction the sun comes up, which is really nice. especially on weekends when i actually get to be in bed when it starts flooding my room with warm yellow light! ugh its so nice. someone should come here and enjoy it with me. except i have a twin size bed. and a knack for the single life. hahaha. ok im ramblinggg). and then i thought about how, all that is going from me in two months or less. im not exactly sad, but, shrug. im going to miss my room. and my bed, and the nice reflection of the wall on my mirror doors. and a whole lot of other stuff but as i said, its 2 am. and plus ive talked about this stuff before in my other blogs that i wrote when iw as actually awake.

so in that mood, (we're back to saturday morning), i decided to just take a bunch of pictures so i can maybe blow them up into wallpaper size posters to cover my dorm walls with. hahaha. joke.

anyway

here are a bunch (like really, a bunch) of pretty random pictures i took of my room while i was lying down in my bed. yup. these are all the view through the lcd screen from my bed.

yeah. i used the lcd screen not the eyehole thing. sorry i cant think of what its called at the moment. and for that reason a lot of my pictures probably suffer from the dreaded parallax effect. but oh well.


ok

samiah's room in the morning.
















you can see me in them if you look close. but i advise you not to. =P









































i like my window okay.






















and my ever useful
converse shoe boxes. heres one.


and yes i used the "zoom". haha.
goodnight tables
goodnight chairs
goodnight window
goodnight room

goodnight moon.