One.

i dont understand. sometimes some lyrics are so beautiful.
maybe its because they rhyme, they sound good. maybe they dont. maybe because they speak a truth. maybe they don't, maybe they just make you feel good.

maybe they remind you of a time when you didn't feel good.

sometimes its because you see what you are thinking, spelled out for you, the way you want it, maybe you don't.


sometimes they're just beautiful and quite simply thats all there is to it







and sometimes its because they're exactly what you want to say but you can't say it.







anyway.



Is it getting better,
or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you,
now you got someone to blame?
You say
one love,
one life,
when it's
one need in the night.
One love,
we get to share it
Leaves you baby
if you don't care for it.

Did I disappoint you
or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
and you want me to go without.
Well, it's too late tonight
to drag the past out into the light.
We're one,
but we're not the same.
We get to carry each other,
carry each other...
one

Have you come here for forgiveness,
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
to the lepers in your head
Did I
ask too much,
more than a lot
You gave me nothing,
now it's all I got.
We're one,
but we're not the same.
Well,
we hurt each other,
then we do it again.

You say
love is a temple,
love a higher law
Love is a temple,
love the higher law.
You ask me to enter,
but then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on to what you got,
when all you got is hurt.

One love, one blood, one life,
you got to do what you should.
One life with each other:
sisters, brothers.
One life,
but we're not the same.
We get to carry each other,
carry each other.

One

One.

but you get away with it

"I pretty much try to stay in a constant state of confusion just because of the expression it leaves on my face." --Johnny Depp

now that she's back

adf.




sigh.
i dont know why bad things happen.
my closest friend from childhood's brother, who is also one of my closest friend from childhood... no you dont understand, our parents went to college together... yeah.. that much childhood friend... got in an accident. wasn't even his fault. i dont know if i have the right to tell the story and even if i do i feel awkward which i hope is out of respect. but it was just his bare self that got hit... by a car! some retard car came and just, sigh, his leg has metal rods in it now because the bones suffered compound fractures. yeah. and i thank God every day now because he could have died. i feel an unexplainable terrible feeling saying and thinking that but its true. and i hope no one has to ever feel that.

there is someone else, very close to me, whose uncle died. this person is so close to me;well, they are in my family. one of their relatives just passed away. and people don't know how to tell him. i want to share this all in detail with you guys but i can't in some stupid old blog becuase im also superstitious and i feel like im jynxing things.

so im just going to stop. and leave out the other bad news becuase its summer and the sun is supposed to shine


i am praying.



life.



























to me life is about expectations. and crushing them.
meeting them and crushing them. i think most of the time they are crushed. but most of the time that's not a bad thing.

and im sure this isn't what i completely feel about life so dont quote me.






"dont take life seriously because you can't come out of it alive." -warren miller

yeah okay warren miller, dont take life seriously and you'll be coming out of it much more quickly than you expected.


i hope whoever is reading this, you all, whoever, know that im upset because of a plethora of things and for this reason i am being upset with warren miller.


sorry warren.





i'll be better in the morning.

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

i'm on team thoreau. but i love emerson for this.












?Entonces, que es, de todos modos, lo que trae a dos personas juntas?
mi pregunta.

in the atmosphere

i like it all but the bold is what i'd liek to express more often.

guy: mm dada dom do do mm dada dom do do
nation: haha hot
nation: and you thought u coudlnt sing through aim
guy: ha
nation: lol
nation: where did u get ur super happy fun land
nation: it kind of looks like my secret nation
guy: you really have a secret nation?
guy: i was playing with webdings looking for the peace sign...and all these things popped up
guy: and it looked like something out of a video game
nation: ohh
nation: got it
nation: i do have a secret nation
nation: i jut
nation: *just
nation: havent found and conquered it yet
guy: oh i see
nation: and i woudlnt call it conquering
nation: just
nation: havent found and been elected as president yet
guy: will this election be truly democratic
nation: well
nation: it will be more of a caucus type vote
nation: which is democratic
nation: so
nation: yes
nation:
guy: me gone
guy: time to study
guy: grr
guy: later
nation: grr
nation: good luck boy
guy: luck has no place in life
nation: what does for you then
guy: luck was something cavemen invented
guy:
guy: uuum
nation: uhhuh so was love
guy: noooo
guy: love exists
guy: but like
guy: not relationships
nation: iiii
nation: dont know
guy: love between like brothers and friends and sisters
guy: and stuff
guy: you know
nation: yeah
nation: i dont think
guy: what ties the human race together
nation: its like
nation: "LOVE"
nation: love is way too abstract
nation: and abused
nation: theres definitely something
nation: good
nation: that ties us together
nation: especially between brother and sisters and mothers and fathers and friends
nation: and its like love
nation: but honestly i think its something better
guy: we need to invent a new term for this wonderful thing
nation: yeah i thought about that a long time ago
nation: but i like
nation: *i realized
nation: that i like it better
nation: not having a word
nation: because love probably used to be that word
nation: and look what happened
nation: maybe its better to just have it as a feeling
nation: that you keep inside
nation: yourself
nation: and no one can call it something
nation: and abuse it
guy: you are brilliant samiah=-O
guy: write it down if you haven't already
nation: noo
nation: lol thank you
guy: hahaa
nation: i never even said it to anyone
guy: i see
guy: clock ticking
guy: later!
nation: bye!
nation: thanks!
guy signed off at 10:44:52 PM.