my cause: tabloid/press/media STRIKE

Current mood: awake

i'm going on tabloid/press strike! (read up this gets really good...) i used to be somewhat obsessed with US weekly and People and media media media. and then i realized i was adding to the superficial craze of crap that has nothing to do with me and really no one at all. These days, i do not see, hear, read, listen to, talk about, or pay any attention to anything that has to do with celebrities and their personal lives and their shameless attempts to promote their movies which must be crap, which is why they need to shamelessly promote those crappy movies anyway with stupid "i broke up their marriage" scandals and "oh my gosh i'm so in love i'm jumping on couches" and all that, which takes away from the art of movie production entirely. who cares what goes on in their lives anyway? i have more drama in my own life, (actually i dont... but at least what i DO have is real). who knows if what we are voraciously indulging in from the media is true anyway! who created this madness? was there any of this when marlon brando and audrey hepburn were around!? no! not like this! the only movies worth watching are independent films and foreign films and films that DO NOT have angelina jolie, brad pitt, tom cruise, and all those other tabloid press junkies in them. they brainwash you into wanting to watch their movies by letting the media divulge to you lies and truths and bs about them that you honestly could care less about but for some reason you seem to care about. and then you actually think the movie was good...when it wasn't. u can only watch the ones with sean penn, johnny depp, leonardo dicaprio, robin williams, meryl streep, and matt damon in them if you MUST go the mainstream route. they still feel for art (i hope). and you can trust jake gyllenhaal's independent cross over mainstream movies too. but thats that. "CELEBRITIES" MAKE ME SICK.

thank you for listening.

post script:

yes there ARE many celebrities pictured on my site but that is all for their aesthetic value. i am in no way intruding upon or taking interest in their personal lives whatsoever.

Currently listening : Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous By Good Charlotte Release date: 17 December, 2002

wading in the shallow pool

i should be doing my hw.

yeah right.

ok yay time for some random ramblings again..that was redundant.

so..i've been "deep" for a while. this is my moment of wading in the shallow pool. here we go:

welll...there are some people that i think are like...physically really too beautiful to be on earth. like..when i see them, i feel like they really dont belong here... one of them is nicole kidman. she is...wow. i saw her at a laker game on tv and i was like...you with normal ppl just isnt' right. go back to dreamland where you came from. another one is johnny depp. does france have like good air there or something..he doesnt have any wrinkles on his face and he is just like...growing backwards. he gets better and better and like ugh..another one that needs to go back to dreamland..but i'm kind of fine with him living here. haha. hmm who else... oh yeah. supermodels. they are technically mutants. I'm not talking regular models, though i love them too, i just love models. but there are like...real human hangers out there that are outrageously tall, sculptured, and gorgeous. go back to where you came from too... or stay so i can stare at you. hah.

these are some totally random secret ambitions that i have that will never (probably) fulfilll because they are just outrageous or just not gonna happen or just mabye they will i dunno. :

-mtv veejay... yes... i want your job lala!!!

-own a modeling agency...eileen ford i want your job too!!!

-marry someone that comes with a stylist and a trainer

-be the lead singer of a rock band and have a rocker boyfriend and the ultimate rocker life minus the annoying groupies and overdoses of heroine shots and i want to sing all of the killers songs cuz theyre frickin awesome. gwen stefani i want your job!!! brandon flowers i want your job too!!!

-get slimed

-make out with adam levine, chris carraba, or brandon flowers, or rob thomas...hey you guys can be my rocker boyfriends!

-be a covergirl..tasha tilberg...i want your job!!!

-marry sanjay gupta....mrs gupta... i want your man!!!

and yeah.

phew...glad that my secret wish isnt to be a stripper...haha thats my friend's.

here are some more secret ambitions...that might come true...

-die my hair red. not like... cinnamon or anything cheesy. but like.. red. you know... RED.

-and then with my nadsters suggestion...die it back... but i think i'll leave a strip in the front and a chunk of it underneath. i cant wait.

ok more ramblings...

i dont really feel attracted to orlando bloom, but i have to say, he takes great pictures.

look at me i'm hot

look at me the ultimate johnny depp wannabe

woops just kidding..look at me now the colin farrell wannabe

ooh now really look at me..i'm a model... samiah loves me!

read? ok orlando i will

look at me i dont even look at the dang camera and i'm still photogenic.

i'm not even an orlando bloom fan and i still managed to make a shrine for him. hah.

arlight

now maybe i shoudl do my hw.

Currently listening : Hot Fuss By The Killers Release date: 15 June, 2004