now that she's back

adf.




sigh.
i dont know why bad things happen.
my closest friend from childhood's brother, who is also one of my closest friend from childhood... no you dont understand, our parents went to college together... yeah.. that much childhood friend... got in an accident. wasn't even his fault. i dont know if i have the right to tell the story and even if i do i feel awkward which i hope is out of respect. but it was just his bare self that got hit... by a car! some retard car came and just, sigh, his leg has metal rods in it now because the bones suffered compound fractures. yeah. and i thank God every day now because he could have died. i feel an unexplainable terrible feeling saying and thinking that but its true. and i hope no one has to ever feel that.

there is someone else, very close to me, whose uncle died. this person is so close to me;well, they are in my family. one of their relatives just passed away. and people don't know how to tell him. i want to share this all in detail with you guys but i can't in some stupid old blog becuase im also superstitious and i feel like im jynxing things.

so im just going to stop. and leave out the other bad news becuase its summer and the sun is supposed to shine


i am praying.



life.



























to me life is about expectations. and crushing them.
meeting them and crushing them. i think most of the time they are crushed. but most of the time that's not a bad thing.

and im sure this isn't what i completely feel about life so dont quote me.






"dont take life seriously because you can't come out of it alive." -warren miller

yeah okay warren miller, dont take life seriously and you'll be coming out of it much more quickly than you expected.


i hope whoever is reading this, you all, whoever, know that im upset because of a plethora of things and for this reason i am being upset with warren miller.


sorry warren.





i'll be better in the morning.

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

i'm on team thoreau. but i love emerson for this.












?Entonces, que es, de todos modos, lo que trae a dos personas juntas?
mi pregunta.